This is not gonna be normal dreampost this time. Something really messed up happened to me after last night's lucid dream and it's still kinda freaking me out, so I wanted to update quickly here before I have to leave for a meeting. Just have to get this off my mind for now.
Dream #5
So I basically saw a dream where I had setted Alice in Wonderland-kind of enviroment with colorful nonsensical backgrounds and crazy tea party that involved some of my old college friends, childhood friends and even some random dream characters. Basically everyone was messing around and having fun, like everyone was drunk or high.
Everything was fun and all until I realized familiar character from my first short lucid dream. Yeah, the bearcentaur creature with astronaut helmet. She was holding broken teacup and looked at me again with that judgmental and serious look on her face.
Time started to slow down and colors to fade around us when I payed all my attention on her.
"Who are you?" I asked her, like some lucid dream websites have advised to do when some character or element bothers you in the dream. And knowing what happened in my first dream, I wanted to know what kind of meaning she held and why she was here again. She still stared at me when she said:
"You really didn't listen to me first time? You should not be here."
Then... the worst part happened. I was suddenly in my bed and my bedroom was dark. I right away expected that I had just woken up, so I was going to get up and do reality test. But I couldn't move. Like at all. Not even turn my head or move my hands. It was like I was paralyzed or I had forgotten how to move. I wasen't sure anymore was I awake or dreaming, even all of it felt so real. Too real.
Then I started to hear noises. Like some whispers. They kept getting louder and louder. I started to feel really anxious, scared and unsafe. It felt like going on for minutes after minutes, until I finally
snapped out of it, closed my eyes and... woke up?
I was still in my bed, but now room was not dark since it was already 8 am. and dawn was bringing some light to my bedroom.
Okay, I simply don't have time to write more and even thinking about what I had experienced makes me feel anxious again. Not sure was writing this now good idea. I also have this nagging feeling that those whispers kept repeating some specific phrase but I can't remember it right now.
I'll update today later when I come back. Sorry for messy entry, I'll try to make sense of what I had just experienced.