Okay, I really underestimated ability of lucid dreaming and how hard its learning can be. It has been nearly two weeks now and yet I still have not been successful to lucid dream. My dreams are still colorless and I can't control them. Things happen without my desire. I seem to not be able to train my brain to recognize dream from reality.
I did buy a notebook to be my dream diary. And I have followed all the different tips and instructions precisely. But nothing. Even my pals on the forum don't know how to help me. I guess I just have to keep trying.