Entry #9

Hello and yes, still nothing. Again. It has been two and half weeks and no lucid dreams. There was two close calls but still they haven't worked out. I know that I shouldn't give the frustration superiority but I just can't help it. Why I get this feeling that the odd character I met in my first lucid dream somehow caused it? I mean, I couldn't control her like I was supposed to be able to.

I'm maybe just thinking too much. I read that it is an amateur problem to stay in the lucid dream for only few minutes. Maybe I just read more tips for fixing that problem. I can't just give up now.