Now two weeks of sleep paralysis behind me, nearly every night, just because I'm such an stubborn bastard, I keep trying lucid dreaming again and again.
I don't want to sound like whimp, comparing my paralysis to some other people's horrifying nearly horror-movie like scenarios with demons and other terrifying things, but these happenings really start to take on me and scare me.
Even making research starts to feel... hopeless and useless. Maybe I should just focus on my job search for a while.