While looking for the dream character/element and dream meanings in general I forgot to mention something for those who were maybe wondering. The next night after the first sleep paralysis and now these few latest nights I haven't lucid or even dreamed, at all. Or at least I don't remember seeing any dreams.
So far the dream meaning research to explain the weird happenings and especially the meaning of the bearcentaur character has not done any progress to explain anything. All the dream guides etc. have told that repeating happenings and characters could be things our minds create to tell us something we're not thinking about when awake. Most likely this would be sensible explanation for the bearcentaur as well. Heck, even the things I wrote down on the previous post (did she cause sleep paralysis etc.) sounds now completely stubid. My dreams happen in my mind, of course the character can't be some overpowered being that does things on its own. It is my brain's and imagination's creation!
But still, I haven't found possible explaining meaning for her, even most likely character with this kind of behavior, would be part of my brain trying to tell me to stop doing something. But the problem is when I connected all the dream meanings within my own personal feelings and such, I can't make the connection. What wrong am I doing exactly? I don't even drink too much alcohol or use any other kind of drugs, so it can't be anything like that either. What does she then want me to stop doing?
Although, she said on both dreams something like "you should not be here".
What does that mean? Be where? ...In the dream?
I really don't know anymore. More and more I look into it, it makes less sense.
I try to lucid dream tonight to see what happens. Wish me luck, I guess.
Showing posts with label dreams. Show all posts
Showing posts with label dreams. Show all posts
Entry #12
Dream #4
I was sitting on my balcony, drinking lavender tea (I remember it from the smell). Oddly, everything was in color, so I guess I kinda knew already that I'm dreaming. I just wanted to have little silent moment before I would do my next move. Then I saw pair of jeans running across the yard of the aparment house. This didn't even surprise me anymore, but it made me to decide to stand up on my chair and drop the tea I had left from my mug. While its fall before touching the ground it turned into purple butterflies.
I closed my eyes, dropped the mug and decided to get myself into the forest. Tall pine trees reached the skies while rays of sunshine shined through the tree pranches and most of the forest was covered in different shades of green moss, small adorable mushrooms and colorful pinwheels that sticked out from the moss. The mossy grounds moved like they were waves of the ocean.
So I gave myself a ship and pirate captain's clothes, that were mostly green and hat had fussy moss as a decoration. I was guiding the boat on the moss sea and even not much happened anymore before I woke up, I still enjoyd this one too. It was more calming dream.
I was sitting on my balcony, drinking lavender tea (I remember it from the smell). Oddly, everything was in color, so I guess I kinda knew already that I'm dreaming. I just wanted to have little silent moment before I would do my next move. Then I saw pair of jeans running across the yard of the aparment house. This didn't even surprise me anymore, but it made me to decide to stand up on my chair and drop the tea I had left from my mug. While its fall before touching the ground it turned into purple butterflies.
I closed my eyes, dropped the mug and decided to get myself into the forest. Tall pine trees reached the skies while rays of sunshine shined through the tree pranches and most of the forest was covered in different shades of green moss, small adorable mushrooms and colorful pinwheels that sticked out from the moss. The mossy grounds moved like they were waves of the ocean.
So I gave myself a ship and pirate captain's clothes, that were mostly green and hat had fussy moss as a decoration. I was guiding the boat on the moss sea and even not much happened anymore before I woke up, I still enjoyd this one too. It was more calming dream.
Entry #11
Dream #3
I was outside already, in the busy city street and it was raining. When I opened my umbrella it made a duck sound. So I made reality test and realized I was dreaming. I looked up and made whales swim in the sky. They swam through the rain clouds, dodging now the blasting thunder strikes while the sky turned more clear. I looked at them for long time before I grew bored and wanted to change the whole sequence.
Suddenly there was white sand everywhere. It was soft under my feet (I just decided to be naked by now for the heck of it) and was just the right temperature, until I noticed that the sun wasn’t even shining. Instead, the sky was filled with colorful galaxies and/or nebulas. It was breath taking scene.
Behind the sand dunes, elegant and gentle canine looking creatures ran to me and I recognized them as Egyptian gods. So while I took them on the leashes, I saw pyramids rise from the sand, trying to reach the sky and I decided to wear clothes of Pharaoh.
While me and the dogs were reaching the pyramids I started to spot the flower pots with small light green baby plants, half buried in the sand. Then I noticed the bright giant yellow moon that had risen on to the sky on over the nebulas. An stubid idea came to my mind and I reached my hand to the moon and managed to rip chunk of it off and I ate it without hesitation. First it tasted odd, but then it tasted like mashmallow dipped on melted warm milk chocolate. Just when I thought to get another piece, I woke up.
This was the first time I had ever tasted something in my dream. Again, completely new and refreshing experience.
I was outside already, in the busy city street and it was raining. When I opened my umbrella it made a duck sound. So I made reality test and realized I was dreaming. I looked up and made whales swim in the sky. They swam through the rain clouds, dodging now the blasting thunder strikes while the sky turned more clear. I looked at them for long time before I grew bored and wanted to change the whole sequence.
Suddenly there was white sand everywhere. It was soft under my feet (I just decided to be naked by now for the heck of it) and was just the right temperature, until I noticed that the sun wasn’t even shining. Instead, the sky was filled with colorful galaxies and/or nebulas. It was breath taking scene.
Behind the sand dunes, elegant and gentle canine looking creatures ran to me and I recognized them as Egyptian gods. So while I took them on the leashes, I saw pyramids rise from the sand, trying to reach the sky and I decided to wear clothes of Pharaoh.
While me and the dogs were reaching the pyramids I started to spot the flower pots with small light green baby plants, half buried in the sand. Then I noticed the bright giant yellow moon that had risen on to the sky on over the nebulas. An stubid idea came to my mind and I reached my hand to the moon and managed to rip chunk of it off and I ate it without hesitation. First it tasted odd, but then it tasted like mashmallow dipped on melted warm milk chocolate. Just when I thought to get another piece, I woke up.
This was the first time I had ever tasted something in my dream. Again, completely new and refreshing experience.
Entry #10
Finally my second ever and fully successful lucid dream occured! I'll now tell you about that and now on update whenever I see new one.
Dream #2
I was in my apartment, everything was pretty normal until I touched the wall for the reality test and my hand and whole arm went through the wall. The realization came to me right away. This time I kept myself cool and calm so I wouldn't ruin the dream and wake up too early.
So I made an horse appear in my living room. It was white and had mint and lime green tail and hair. I jumped on its back and lead it to the balcony, where it jumped over the balcony's railing and started to run on the air. Everything was in color and I even saw these thin as paper and colorful birds fly past us. The horse kept running until I felt weightless, almost floating.
I was suddenly in the sea that was floating on the sky. When I looked down I could still see the ground and the buildings. I was capable to breath under water and I made all the corals and fishes appear and changed my steed to the seahorse (I kept the colors 'cause they looked nice). The amount of colors amazed me and I could swear, even the seawater was shining in colors of rainbow in the rays of sun that shone through it.
The seahorse was swimming so fast it felt like being in the amusement park ride (didn't realize until now how much I have missed those) that went up. Until we splashed out of the water and we're on top of the clouds. The night sky looked so pretty with the huge pastel blue moon. Suddenly I had skis on my feet and I stood on the clouds, like they were soft snow. Seahorse had changed in to huge silver furred wolf with yellow eyes.
The wolf had bridle on its mouth while I held the leash. I didn't even need to command the wolf when it went on gallop. We rode on the clouds while the warm serene wind met my body. I felt really relaxed even the ride was still pretty fast.
Somewhere in there the dream ended. And I was extremely pleased. It was great experience and I can't wait to have an other one next night.
Dream #2
I was in my apartment, everything was pretty normal until I touched the wall for the reality test and my hand and whole arm went through the wall. The realization came to me right away. This time I kept myself cool and calm so I wouldn't ruin the dream and wake up too early.
So I made an horse appear in my living room. It was white and had mint and lime green tail and hair. I jumped on its back and lead it to the balcony, where it jumped over the balcony's railing and started to run on the air. Everything was in color and I even saw these thin as paper and colorful birds fly past us. The horse kept running until I felt weightless, almost floating.
I was suddenly in the sea that was floating on the sky. When I looked down I could still see the ground and the buildings. I was capable to breath under water and I made all the corals and fishes appear and changed my steed to the seahorse (I kept the colors 'cause they looked nice). The amount of colors amazed me and I could swear, even the seawater was shining in colors of rainbow in the rays of sun that shone through it.
The seahorse was swimming so fast it felt like being in the amusement park ride (didn't realize until now how much I have missed those) that went up. Until we splashed out of the water and we're on top of the clouds. The night sky looked so pretty with the huge pastel blue moon. Suddenly I had skis on my feet and I stood on the clouds, like they were soft snow. Seahorse had changed in to huge silver furred wolf with yellow eyes.
The wolf had bridle on its mouth while I held the leash. I didn't even need to command the wolf when it went on gallop. We rode on the clouds while the warm serene wind met my body. I felt really relaxed even the ride was still pretty fast.
Somewhere in there the dream ended. And I was extremely pleased. It was great experience and I can't wait to have an other one next night.
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