First of all, my apologizes of that terribly written last entry. Secondly, it has been quite a while of last entry and I think I'm doing progress with lucid dreaming!
Last night I was dreaming about the college I studied programming at. So my previous teacher came to me on the middle of the class and asked me to deliver something to the main office. He gave me a box full of cockroaches.
I didn't even question it or feel disgusted...Until I got out of classroom. I looked at the box in disgust and realized that I was really questioning the situation. What were these insects for and why did I have to take them to the main office? So in normal dream logic (and me being obedient student), I would just obey, do what I was told to and return to class. Making this dream like the others. But instead, I decided to walk to the restrooms and dump all the cockroaches to the toilet. And I did all of this in my own will.
I can't remember if the dream ended there or what happened next, but when I woke up, I was excited. I managed to break the rules! Sure, I really didn't start to lucid dream for real, I didn't yet get to the point of realization that what is happening is really dream. But still it was something! I'm really doing some kind of progress!